Suicide suck's, especially for those left to clean up the mess left behind.
I could say alot more on the topic but me-thinks it would be a bad idea, just know that there are ppl around that care what you do and care about you.

 

Only cowards take their own lives, I guess I can understand it if you are very unwell and in pain, but not just because life sucks.
It is a sin

 

Suicide might make you feel better but it would make Shooter, and a lot of other people, sad.
Please don't.

 

Ok, enough time now to wake the fuck up. If the supportful posts here by some haven't helped ... at least leave the keys to your pickup truck under the floormat. You won't be needing it ...

 

First ... you log out of XNXX ...

 

Please seek Help!
If life sucks, then change your life!

 

What's the bet that the next subject is ambien...

 

I'm still here. Just depressed.

 

I know how it is.

 

I could never kill my self i have thought about it every time I get bills in the mail or nothing good is on netflix i think about killing my self. But I can never put my self threw it not becuase i care about life so much just because I am to fucking lazy to do it. All the planing that gose into it of course i would want to be different none of this hanging by a rope shit or cuting my wrist I would have to do something that people would talk about for a long time like strapping a bomb to my dick and runing out on the baseball field as the world series is going on then blowing my self up. Something like that where people would be standing at the water cooler at work the next day talking about it something people would remember.

A nother thing i would have issues with is the note my grammer is shit and it would kinda suck to have a bunch of people reading shitty grammer for that last time i ever right any thing you know a sucide note with a shit tone of spelling errors. I dont think i would come up with any thing to say in the note dear loved ones na fuck people no such thing as love dear family and friends but that leaves out all the police and any one else that may be reading the note i dont want them to feel left out. I would probably just start my note off like " Hello how is every one i hope your fine if your reading this then i guess im not fine i am any thing but fine fuck off signed the dead guy" i think that would make a good note. But really i would end up just making a youtube video because i am lazy and that would be easyer and i really cant find a pen for the life of me and dont trust any one to look threw my pc for a txt document or any thing like that.

But really why go do all that you might have a good day the next or the day after that you can only have so many shitty days be for you have a ok day and ok days are worth living for.

 

My plan was to either have someone kill me or take a bunch of pills. Maybe something like xanax.

 

The people that do die by suicide are not cowards! They don't want to die, they want their pain to end and they feel that dying is their only solution, which it is not. Most are afraid to ask for help because of the stigma that is attached to suicide. They believe that their family and friends are better off without them which is so far from the truth. Just ask a survivor.

It is not a sin...

 

I'm going to kill myself! !!!!!!!

 

Hmm 20 mins and no XN response.

 

What kind of response were you hoping for?

Hush....an alias

 

A really obnoxious and vocal one? Instead of the quiet, behind the scenes one that might be happening or is already concluded.

 

Support from her XN friends.

 

What if she doesn't have any? What if she has a reputation for being unpleasant and nobody really cares or pays any attention to her?

 

If this is serious, PLEASE call a helpline.